i really really hate to be saying this because i'd like to believe that i'ms till in the honeymoon period of my trip (where everything is so nice and beautiful and everyone is nice and friendly and i'm having the time of my life) but, life's starting to get slightly bleh because of some people and because of lethargy that has started to set in.

i think i've got a problem because 1. i can't trust people easily. 2. i don't know how to make people trust and like me easily without disliking myself.

maybe (ok this is a totally random thought and a lousy reason) it's because i haven't been listening to much music these days. like usually in every bus ride in nus i would listen to songs on my hp, but now i can't because i stupidly forgot to bring the earphones adaptor for my nokia phone. how mega super duper sian.

the weather's getting warmer. that statement is based on the observation that it has started to rain for the first time (instead of snowing). maybe winter really does have a depressing effect on people. i'm too sleepy to read a book now but not tired enough to go straight to sleep. om nom nom.