I am going to youtube/fb/surf for the next half an hour to 1 hour or so, then sleep, then wake up, and worry about things I have to worry about tomorrow.

I realised I cannot get praised/win awards etc otherwise I think too highly about myself. But sometimes I do need those occasional moral boosts. But sometimes a lot of such things don't really mean a lot elsewhere/in the larger scheme of things/in the long run.