it's the holidays, and i'm still not getting the 12hours of sleep i want. in fact, i think i've been sleeping less than 8 hours every night since exams ended. or sth like that. so now i've got a headache. this morning i sat through a 2hr meeting almost without saying a single word. effectively i didn't say a single word. all i mumbled/grumbled/rumbled were inaudible and unconsequential anyway. but i felt kinda unwell. like the left part of my chest was kinda hurting since i woke up, and i just kept worrying if it had anything to do with a malfunctioning heart. i dunno. it's kinda like a short sharp pain everytime i breathe too hard or i hold my breath for a while. then it sorta got away so that's good. oh and i also got worried when i became all sweaty after getting to level 4 of adm and trying to buy drinks from the stupid vending machine that just doesn't work. i think/saw somewhere that when someone is about to get a heart attack/is getting a heart attack he perspires like siao. so maybe i was paranoid. yeah it was freaking hot day too. anw i just couldn't think properly so nothing really registered much in my head during the meeting and when nothing registers, you can't make smart comments. so i just kept quiet. and then after the meeting i was reminded of the need for me to comment/talk/contribute/justopenmymouthandblabbersomething. made some reply about emailing any comments if any came into my head and then i went into the lift, walked to the busstop and put on my earphones and went back to lady gaga world. and yes, today i decided that i should get an acoustic guitar. but i wasn't entirely sure i wanted to get it today when i was at teh bus stop cos i was just so sleepy and tired i thot it might be better to just take this free day to sleep. but you see i don't usually like sleeping before the sky turns dark cos it's like wasting time. i used to savour naps in primary sch (to the extent of having my tuition teacher dragging me out of bed and i just refused to get out of bed and it's like some war). but now not much, unless i'm really tired and the weather is so cooling i should sleep. erm anw i kinda like my spontaneity when getting around places. like i was deciding whether to take a bus to buona vista and then take train, or to take bus to vivo and then take train from there. decided on the latter so i got onto A1 for a 1-stop ride to the kent ridge terminal, and while i was there i saw that 33 (iirc - omg i actually managed to use this shortform right after i learnt about it just a few hours ago!), goes to bras basah/bugis! so hopped onto it and tried to nap on the bus. I did, but woke up like all the time cos i was scared i would miss my stop. i even grabbed the bus route thingy when i got onto the bus and traced where i was going and where the bus was currently at everytime i woke up. the bus ride wasn't that short so when i reached the bugis area i decided not to eat lunch at bugis junction (which i intended halfway through the bus ride) but to just go bbc directly. ate at the foodcourt there and went to check out sweelee/ranking before jtg (wah seh i'm beginning to use this acronym more naturally alr. u're a brainwasher.) came. after trying out 3million guitars i proceeded to buy a J&D (danny daniel donald duck) guitar and a bag, and got a $3 discount (on top of what they were alr gonna give anw), which i think is very little and that it would have been more if my dad/mum was there cos i just suck at bargaining. anw i chose that guitar because it has a tuner, it's plug-in, and because comparing to the previous guitar we tried it sounded much better. so maybe the other guitars in the other shop could have been better, but this one left the greatest impression ha. i'm not exactly a rational buyer, but rationality during shopping requires lotsa time and effort and mental capacity. when i play it now it still sounds bright and loud. though it might be a little too bright, and the frets are actually not that easy to press. hmm. still i like it a lot! must show off one day. thanks jtg for tagging along and when i become a millionaire you'll get your john lennon =p

I think i've got about 2 reports due thurs night. i'm meeting hl tmr for one of them. there's quite a lot to write/edit i think. and i shall just spend the whole of tmr and thurs doing it i guess. omg this isn't really the hol i wanted, but oh well. AT LEAST these 2-3 weeks are more or less free for me. and i get to go overseas twice. others have begun their internships and whatnots. it's good to think positive, although i must say the malacca trip was quite time-wasting and unsatisfactory for me. shall not dwell into the reasons. i believe the cruise will be much better. anw tonight i'm gonna sleep more than usual for the past few days. it's reaching 11 soon and i'll sleep till 8! which means about 9 hours. which is quite a lot. then i'll try to do part of the report before going to sch. and i realised i've got a lot of other things to do like sep stuff and planning my modules for the next few sems.

sometimes i wish i could sing... better. lalalala.

ok headache gotta sleep.