I've got a sense of peace and anxiety at the same time.
Maybe I should blog a bit more before I go to sleep to increase the sense of calm and reduce the sense of anxiety. Or maybe it won't work that way because the more I blog the later I sleep, the later I wake and the less time i have for studying tmr. Hmm. but if i don't think about that then it's okay. but typing it down means i alr thought of it. then i should just not continue thinking about it. boy can i crap.
well today i woke up and after lazing around for breakfast/tv/newspapers I decided to make my way to the lib to mug. AND OH MY GOD IT'S SO FULL. mugging period man. wonders if it's just the uni students or the rest of the world as well. but i didn't expect any different and settled for the quiet reading room to read my notes. but then it was dam uncomfortable (whether i cross my legs or not). so after finishing about 1.5 sets of readings I packed and decided to walk around the library to try my luck again to find seats. and hohoho spotted 2 pple packing up and about to leave and ta-da managed to kope their seats. and then a man and his son came to sit at the table as well. second time in a row when i went to mug at the lib that a dad brings his kid to the library and makes the kid do his assessment/mock papers. and as usual the kid is super restless. at first i was like oman why do you take so long just to do a few questions. just get on with it and finish it up and then u're free! and i remember how restless i used to be (and still am, although i can erm do more studying/reading/questions now i think) and how i absolutely used to hate doing all these stupid mock papers/assessment books as well. kinda felt sad for the kid cos it's sunday and on sundays last time i went to my grandma's house and had great fun with cousins while the adults played mahjong.
ahem so anw finally got a table and decided to compile notes for ss but got super sian. like never ending. at about 4+ i took a break and went 7-11 to get chicken pao, and then to cheers to get ice cream. waha. i just had supper too i'm gonna get fat. anw then i went back to lib and continued mugging. finished about 2 more chapters and decided to go home. bought dinner, watched hong xing da jiang and sorted out my lsm notes and appealed for my pgp housing (that's a story for another time. i doubt i'll have time for 'another time' to tell the story but basically i just being really dumb and passive and now i hope i don't have to regret my actions), watched a bit of tv, used com, and shall go to sleep after finishing this post and going to the toilet.
oh on fri i went home and found out goo died. was killed by my dad. oh well. nothing really survives in my home anw. kinda sad at first. tried not to talk to my dad for a while cos was sorting out my feelings and in the end got over it in a while and decided to just have a good time eating free vietnam food and watching movie with corn and lg. yes the same vouchers at amara but this time we opted for vietnamese food and boy we ordered a heck lot of dishes and still the bill only came to $180+ haha. could've spent about $20 more but i guess we had our fill. and then we watched shutter island. not bad. not that scary (wasn't really meant to be so) but not as great as *spoiler ahead*
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*spoiler ends*
those were spoilers cos it kinda tells you the kinda genre the movie is.
and then after movie it was almost 1am so took NR5 from esplanade back home. love night rider. direct bus to my house. woohoo!
OK EXAMS COMING SOON, EXAMS ALSO FINISHING SOON. GO ME!
Maybe I should blog a bit more before I go to sleep to increase the sense of calm and reduce the sense of anxiety. Or maybe it won't work that way because the more I blog the later I sleep, the later I wake and the less time i have for studying tmr. Hmm. but if i don't think about that then it's okay. but typing it down means i alr thought of it. then i should just not continue thinking about it. boy can i crap.
well today i woke up and after lazing around for breakfast/tv/newspapers I decided to make my way to the lib to mug. AND OH MY GOD IT'S SO FULL. mugging period man. wonders if it's just the uni students or the rest of the world as well. but i didn't expect any different and settled for the quiet reading room to read my notes. but then it was dam uncomfortable (whether i cross my legs or not). so after finishing about 1.5 sets of readings I packed and decided to walk around the library to try my luck again to find seats. and hohoho spotted 2 pple packing up and about to leave and ta-da managed to kope their seats. and then a man and his son came to sit at the table as well. second time in a row when i went to mug at the lib that a dad brings his kid to the library and makes the kid do his assessment/mock papers. and as usual the kid is super restless. at first i was like oman why do you take so long just to do a few questions. just get on with it and finish it up and then u're free! and i remember how restless i used to be (and still am, although i can erm do more studying/reading/questions now i think) and how i absolutely used to hate doing all these stupid mock papers/assessment books as well. kinda felt sad for the kid cos it's sunday and on sundays last time i went to my grandma's house and had great fun with cousins while the adults played mahjong.
ahem so anw finally got a table and decided to compile notes for ss but got super sian. like never ending. at about 4+ i took a break and went 7-11 to get chicken pao, and then to cheers to get ice cream. waha. i just had supper too i'm gonna get fat. anw then i went back to lib and continued mugging. finished about 2 more chapters and decided to go home. bought dinner, watched hong xing da jiang and sorted out my lsm notes and appealed for my pgp housing (that's a story for another time. i doubt i'll have time for 'another time' to tell the story but basically i just being really dumb and passive and now i hope i don't have to regret my actions), watched a bit of tv, used com, and shall go to sleep after finishing this post and going to the toilet.
oh on fri i went home and found out goo died. was killed by my dad. oh well. nothing really survives in my home anw. kinda sad at first. tried not to talk to my dad for a while cos was sorting out my feelings and in the end got over it in a while and decided to just have a good time eating free vietnam food and watching movie with corn and lg. yes the same vouchers at amara but this time we opted for vietnamese food and boy we ordered a heck lot of dishes and still the bill only came to $180+ haha. could've spent about $20 more but i guess we had our fill. and then we watched shutter island. not bad. not that scary (wasn't really meant to be so) but not as great as *spoiler ahead*
*spoiler ends*
those were spoilers cos it kinda tells you the kinda genre the movie is.
and then after movie it was almost 1am so took NR5 from esplanade back home. love night rider. direct bus to my house. woohoo!
OK EXAMS COMING SOON, EXAMS ALSO FINISHING SOON. GO ME!
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