When I'm feeling down, I have a higher tendency to blog than when i'm happy. So on average, there will be more emo/almost emo posts than there are happy/kinda happy posts. Yes i get happy too. some pple prob think i don't ever feel angry/sad. well it's kinda true (i think), that i have a higher tolerance level, and a greater willingness to try to understand pple's point of view before making judgments, so i guess i do get angry less. and of course i've always felt the tension between being/acting young at heart and overdoing it. I just cannot imagine the time when i get serious over everything and fail to see the lighter side of things as often anymore. it's very sad i think.