it's hard sometimes to know whether you are trying too hard and shouldn't have bothered, or that you're just giving up too easily.

anyway, firefox LOL. ok i meant that firefox has this function of doing spell check as i type, so you can see that most of what I type are spelled correctly. and i LOL-ed cos firefox just added a red squiggly line under 'firefox'.

and i know i've probably posted the lyrics to this song like 23432545 times but here it goes again:

一辈子两个人在一起
你说要加个或许
不是你不喜欢甜言和蜜语
只是你比较实际

两个人一辈子不分离
你问我好在哪里
不是你不期待永恒的恋曲
你说最美的爱情 叫做回忆

为何连分手都不跟我争吵
撂下一句话就想逃跑
让我爱难平恨难消情难灭梦难了心难过
你却放手一了百了

离开我你说是为了我好
可知道这句话伤人不少
就算忘不了没有大不了
反正一切都不再重要
我的心既然你全都不了
何必再继续让彼此困扰
斩断纠缠的爱
从今 就一了百了

i'm in a daze. I don't really know what I'm doing now.

post more lyrics:
没鱼的海会很空白没冰红茶夏天不要来
我的世界因为有了你没有风也摇摆
想要飞快跟我来
whatcanido我的爱碰到你坏不起来
whatcanido你的人像泡面无所不在
whatcanido装可爱还是要说个明白
whatcanido我爱你可不可以你也很巧的爱上我
没车的路会很奇怪没人比赛操场saybyebye
我的世界因为有了你没有风也摇摆
想要飞快跟我来
whatcanido我的爱碰到你坏不起来
whatcanido你的人像泡面无
whatcanido我爱你可不可以你也很巧的爱上我

ok now that i've got itunes back. i feel like kboxing through the night. so many songs to listen and sing along to!

i think people think friendship=trust=sharing thoughts with one another. and when you keep too many things to yourself, you're distancing yourself from friends whom you once considered close. ok it might just be some far-fetched hypothesis of mine. but oh well. i'm sure there are other factors. should i be bothered? I don't know. but it's times like these that a blanket of loneliness might just engulf me.

ok wtv.

oman. i rly wished i had more time to just reflect on more things.

so contradictory. I used to want to be busy so i couldn't have time to reflect on such things. it worked for a while. but i think i'm really just not having enough time for myself. i mean, even a short 1 hr guitar lesson where i concentrate on learning a piece and nothing else distracts me (e.g. homework/other work) was so relieving.

i tend to be generally vague at this time. and i shld sleep soon. long day tmr. sigh.

but maybe if i just keep writing i might just write a long enough length of text to be considered a novel. wtf am i talking abt. ok too crude. sorry. bye.