i could sense that he was on the verge of tears, which was slightly surprising because it wasn't a side of him i've seen much. and it was pretty much how i felt just a few hours ago as well.

on the other side of the spectrum, sometimes something so simple (i'm not trying to alliterate here) can have such a positive effect. but then again that issue is pretty much beyond my control and care in this current circumstances (really i'm not).

I'll do great with a holiday. I don't even care now that most of the people i'll be going vietnam with are strangers (like my mother's friends). I just need to leave the country for a while. And this is not the first time nor the second, nor the third that i'm having this kinda feeling.

and then life would pretty much suck again when i get back. oh well. let's just focus on getting through this sem's exams first.

ok i think my typing speed has improved slightly. ever since my 'o' key got repaired and i'm not typing so awkwardly anymore. hm but there's still room for improvement.

oh reminds me. actually while i'm not getting out of the country, getting out of sch can be a very happy thing as well. like tmr. whee. if i'm in the mood i might just catch a movie as well. hmm why not right? nah nvm.

sometimes i think i shld just undergo training to become a comedian and do that for a living and maybe i'll just happen to like my work. wanted to do some bioinfo work but i guess i shall go sleep. gah.