i just can't bear to watch the vid again. somehow i can't stand the sharp contrast between the bright and chirpy music and the disturbing theme.


i've got so much things to do but i'm procrastinating again. and then anxiety will creep in and i'll do as much as i can before i go to bed. pretty proud of myself for having survived (sanely) with litle sleep.

there's many other things i wanna do but i guess i can't help it.

nothing much that i really wanna talk about now. just that i feel that it's about time for another good long post, but i just don't know where to begin or how to organise my thoughts.

maybe next time!