i think i'm just very drained. which is why i'm here in my room not joining the rest for a drink with the germans. i think i'm getting used to the pm job. it wasn't that stressful la, kinda enjoyed the concert as it is, although i did screw up quite a few times but ah well, i finally fulfilled my 'dream' to play in ucc hall. i prob recounted this many times alr, but when i first watched genus in jc, i was like ok i'm gonna join genus if i come nus and perform in this very hall. and i did! =) and i think it's kinda sad that there was a serious consideration giving us the theatre and not the hall next year. i really think genus is capable of playing very good music and shld not be denied a grand venue. the ucc hall is the least we shld expect to play for the biggest event in our performance year. of course, if tickets sales really suck, we can't blame cfa for not wanting to let us use the hall the next time. which is why i was really very happy when i saw a very full house (well-almost, for the stall at least), and i hope we can get the hall again. what's an annual concert without a grand-enough venue?

ok enough abt this. eh i am quite thankful for pple's help equipment-wise, esp the seniors, esp hoe hiong/adrian/han siang. really don't think i cld've coped alone. but as han siang alw says, if pm plans properly, he can do nothing and just ask pple do. he also said sth abt if we plan properly, the comm shld be the most free during concert. maybe. but i think it's just not me to leave things into others' hands, even if i alr plan nice nice. in the end i'm still accountable so better to keep an eye on stuff all the time. but as i said, wld have been quite stressful if hoehiong hadn't been so helpful and if adrian hadn't been so ocd careful with all the percussion stuff.

actually still got quite a lot of thoughts regarding the other aspects of concert, and it'll be a pity if i don't write it out now and forget it next time. ah but i'm dam tired. and i've decided to be at cfa when the germans leave tmr, and then there's fop meeting in the aftnn, and then dinner outside with family. and i'm so shagged. so if i don't sleep now, tmr i'll collapse. which is not good, cos mon got guit meeting and/or recee to ubin. and then tues got mroe stuff and then wed got mass dance teaching (woo!) and then thurs ok nvm one day at a time.

oh i was quite disappointed actually regarding my own ticket sales, budden very happy when i saw lotsa pple who came actually din buy from me. yeah. it's really not how well i play durign a concert that makes a concert good. it's the support i get and knowing that pple pay $15 to watch classical guitar pieces. very heartwarming. thank you! ok sleeep.