i woke up at 8 and decided to go pgp to bathe/book bmt court so on my way there i msg-ed to say i'm going back pgp so if i'm not back by the time u guys turn hungry just go ahead with breakfast. so after abt an hour i came back to chatter and saw that the lights were still off and everyone's still sleeping. so i decided to come surf the net for a while.

i sometimes still feel it's quite sad to have my holidays spent in chatter most of the time. but i guess it's not been that bad after all. i mean i've gone to china for 2 weeks, performed in a concert and gone for the occasional movie outings (there's gonna be one this coming wed night as well! Transformers!). and i guess it helps not to think of all these as work per se, but as necessary steps to reach a certain outcome. after all, i'm quite happy that i'm getting to know some freshies better, esp the dancers, and it's heartening to learn that some of them do enjoy the sessions with us. and yes we've gotta work hard to give them a good orientation period, but not too hard such that we become so lethargic and stressed that we don't enjoy the time with them as we should have. that night when i was supp to watch monty python with hui and teach haikel to play the guit i was sudd overwhelmed i just kept myself in the mc room because i totally didn't have the mood to talk to anyone. and i felt bad afterwards, cos i did promise them after all. yeah.

erm they are still not awake and i need breakfast before dance prac later. wake up leh! wake up! i want big breakfast! or just something! lalala.