i wanted to do something stupid/crazy, like what i did today, out of pure impulse. went to the library, knowing it'll be crowded and i won't find a good spot and yet i went anw, walked around for dam long, sat down in an awkward location, tried to do stuff, but realised it was super unproductive and went home soon after. and i think i might not do another dumb (or not) thing tmr. esp when my paper is taking sucha long time to get done.